My last straw.....

I am tired and I am done....Dats it for me....this might just look to you as a mere blabber to all my readers....But lately anger is consuming me and is affecting me to the core. I am tired of carryin baggages and I am tired of being termed as short tempered.... I dont know where the anger comes how it comes...it explodes and then while it coools off..I feel like an animal which has devoured its prey and later mourning its death......Why m i so angry?? Is it becoz I am provoked? Where is all this anger coming from? How should I control it? Meditation...Yoga....what will stop this rampage?? What m I seekin? I feel like an insane all tied up with belts and all ready to explode....seeking freedom...when will I get free? I am still seeking for answers as my questions keep on raising.........???***######